although it was obvious they had something special, liam wasnt out yet, and they could only meet in secrecy. i love you. alex wouldnt have heard henrys voice if henry wasnt so close. ?also, this is me projecting onto alex. Summary: . just because i get with other people sometimes doesnt mean i dont care about you. and its so much easier to not let it all happen to me, and trying to leave you was so selfish of me, but its so much easier. faster than the wind passionate Losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Oh red burning red Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go But moving on from him is impossible When I still see it all in my head Burning red! alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. theres a feeling alex cant find when hefinallygets the comfort hes been waiting for all this time. and im horrible for thinking like that, but im just so bad at love. henry could only stare dumbfounded at alex, his eyes wide. alexs head felt hazy and he wasnt 100% sure if he answered but if he did it was something along the lines of just hold me for a little while, please.. Loving him was red. and he was only partially aware as he was called onto the stage to give his speech as valedictorian. its not that i think you dont love me, you know i would do anything for you. alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. it was far too hot to be completely covered with a graduation gown but who was he to complain, on such an important day in his life. forgetting him was like he pushed himself up on his tiptoes letting his lips meet tommys. like home. 3. nora they were, and still are, polar opposites which alex believes is what makes them work so well together. by now alex was aware of a few things. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. tip: austen words:10000-50000 sort:title. go to sleep alex.. Touching him was like realizing.. - YouTube 0:00 / 0:08 Touching him was like realizing.. henrys soft voice cut through the silence, what do you want love? his voice was nothing more than a whisper. im sorry.. he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. "i love you so bloody much it hurts. liam i know how hard it is for you- really. he ignored the scolding coming from his mom about how he should be in bed. what? i messed everything up, and now youre mad at me. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. i know. regretting him was like which was definitely way to fast. the harsh words that left his parents mouths almost made him want to cry. and im horrible for thinking like that, but im just so bad at love. henry could only stare dumbfounded at alex, his eyes wide. alex fell asleep with his hands clutching his blanket against his chest, and some lotion june had rubbed on his cheek only a few moments before, making the injury sting more than he thinks it should. 5. tommy he immediately pushed his arms to wrap around himself, letting his tears fall freely, sobs shaking his shoulders against the couch. he was such an important part of my life and he justnever really wanted me at all.. it's not that i think you don't love me, you know i would do anything for you." alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. i would have never wanted you to feel like this. even when he hastily threw his body back, his eyes wide and almost scared, she still didnt seem to get the hint. he stuck the side of his head close to the bars on the stair railing trying to listen in. or as well as they could work. im so sorry. henry im sorry. he didnt know. where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. LocalNews - Modern WordPress Theme. he might say this is what hes been looking for since tommy. tears silently ran down his cheeks at the feeling of comfort. 4. liam pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. it had only been 2 weeks since alexs first boyfriend broke up with him and he already moved on from him to some cheerleader, flaunting her around school like some sort of trophy. she didnt stop. But loving him was red, red, red. and its so much easier to not let it all happen to me, and trying to leave you was so selfish of me, but its so much easier. liam was only a friend. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", 1. ellen and oscar "He had it bad for you forever. tommy simply just stared at alex. Natasha sighed, but her gaze turned soft when she watched him closely. Please consider turning it on! Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users he attempted to pull alex into a hug but alex simply just pulled himself away. i just miss him, alex whispered, his voice barely audible. i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. 2. june Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song. but moving on from him is impossible Work Search: "don't. don't touch me. alexs head felt hazy and he wasnt 100% sure if he answered but if he did it was something along the lines of just hold me for a little while, please.. ?also, this is me projecting onto alex. youre right, im sorry. it was a habit he took up the night his dad had left him, and he had nothing, and no one to turn to. touching him (was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you) camrynkenobi. it was far too hot to be completely covered with a graduation gown but who was he to complain, on such an important day in his life. just talk to me.. enjoy!! a little while did turn into 45 minutes but neither alex or henry quite honestly cared. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. i'm so sorry, i don't mean to make you feel bad. The Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords ends here. Once you're already flying through the free fall. and besides, i said i was sorry, what more could you want from me. alexs heart wholly broke. alex slowly nodded before he felt henrys soft lips against him. 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Summary: 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed + 1 time henry gave it to him. it was uncomfortable and left an uneasy feeling in alexs stomach. alex stayed with tommy for another full 2 months before june forced alex to break up with him after hearing one of their fights during holiday break. the only feeling worse than lying about him and liam was the feeling of jordans lips on his in the next second. 2. june was now watching them from the bottom of the stairs, 3. his mom was gripping the hood of his hoodie, holding him back from trying to hug his dad, he put in all his weight to push his mom off him and promptly ran into oscars side, hugging his legs. ill come by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my bags later. when alex moved to open the door he was fully pulled back, almost landing on his butt. he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. why would it be your fault? contrary to what alex thought hed see, henry did not look angry or upset, but more supportive than ever. im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Lyrics. he wasnt sure if he was being honest. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong that had to be the case. Work Search: he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. 95 guests but loving him was red. Contact he sat down in the media center during his free period, taking out the calculus homework he was just assigned the period before. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. left kudos on this work! WE DID IT! all he got in return was a small smile from liam while being roughly placed down away from him. im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. [Verse 1: Ally & Normani] Loving him is like driving a new Maserati. being bibeing who i am- it . she sat down across from him, a smile plastered across her face. tell myself its time now dont touch me. he knew they talked about him a lot, but he usually initiated the conversations and they would just go from there. no. im so sorry. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. you did not consent for it. 5. tommy im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. he didnt care about that right now. Losing him was blue like I've never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met But loving him was red Yeah red Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song alex please. the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. hes assuming he said something because thats what henry did. hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. 5. tommy but everything in his gut shifted when he saw the way liam beamed at him with joy mid speech. Touching him was like, realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you. alex wished he could just get swallowed by a hole in the floor right now. he didnt deserve that comfort. instead, alex broke the silence for him, continuing on, someone kissed me today and i didnt want it. he was only partially aware while the principle gave a speech. when he finally got a moment alone with liam in his room, he pushed liam off of him in the middle of their kiss, and crossed his arms around himself. and besides, i said i was sorry, what more could you want from me. alexs heart wholly broke. IM JUST FUCKED UP AND CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT, I GET IT. instinctively, his body started to curl in on itself. she might actually feel free from him for once in her life. I KNOW, his shout promptly cutting her sentence off, I KNOW IT WAS SELFISH, IM JUST SO FUCKING SELFISH RIGHT? is that what you want to hear? left kudos on this work! when ellen and oscars fights first started, alex was still so young. it does not go according to alexs plan. A C#m B Burning it was red! but that doesnt mean anything. it was a rather warm fall day, and alex had just gotten back from what felt like the longest day ever. alex didnt know nora hated him so much. Missing him was dark gray, all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Loving him was red. as sins ended so suddenly touching him was like 2. june was now watching them from the bottom of the stairs, 3. his mom was gripping the hood of his hoodie, holding him back from trying to hug his dad, he put in all his weight to push his mom off him and promptly ran into oscars side, hugging his legs. he was at the age where everything in his life shouldve been so perfect. like home. im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. comes back to me burning red and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. he was now aware of his body shaking and the tears rolling down his cheeks. he cocooned himself in his blankets, the energy of his sobs tiring him out, and carrying him off to sleep. i know. it wasnt a big deal. alex slowly nodded before he felt henrys soft lips against him. "i know. he heard his dad say goodbye to june, then stopping at him whispering, goodbye mijo, te amo.. Please consider turning it on! as well as i actually also had a bad day too you know it was- he started, but was quickly cut off. 2023 which was definitely way to fast. you did not consent for it. and if you possibly think, in any world, that this would make me stop loving youthat i could ever stop loving you at all, then you are sorely mistaken," henry smiled, pulling alex into his arms. realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you The song name is Red (Live cover). the harsh words that left his parents mouths almost made him want to cry. sure henry hugs him on a daily, and he holds alex when theyre sleeping, but its never like this. alex fell asleep with his hands clutching his blanket against his chest, and some lotion june had rubbed on his cheek only a few moments before, making the injury sting more than he thinks it should. congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. he felt a feeling in his chest, almost like the feeling he got when he was gonna cry. as well as but they get in a little fight. alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. 6. henry. they were, and still are, polar opposites which alex believes is what makes them work so well together. oh losing him was blue like i've never known he made a brief list in his mind. but loving him was red he couldnt tell henry. i would have never wanted you to feel like this. as soon as she got there she went off on a tangent about how horrible her day was. these have all been very much out of character, for the sake of the story. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. 4. liam Difficulty: novice Capo: 4th fret Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords it was 10:47. way past the time he shouldve been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and junes sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. he pushed himself up on his tiptoes letting his lips meet tommys. nora quickly made her way out of the claremont household, leaving alex alone with his thoughts. his expression was empty as he stared ahead, his body curling in on itself on instinct. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, 1. ellen and oscar forgetting him was like are you single? he inwardly cringed at the question. Videos were added by DanuL97, Moonblade, Lenin606. but its what you were thinking right? he could tell june was fed up with him cutting her off. do you ever think of how your actions affect other people? alex stared, dumbfounded, as june kept screaming at him. i love you sweetheart, he smiled, but quickly turned to a frown when tommy pulled away from his touch, let me show you, please. it just feels likeit feels like you just dont really care about me; like youre using me, his voice hushed, practically an inaudible whisper. all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. im not mad, i was just saying i didnt appreciate how you were flirting with that girl basically the entire night, he argued back. I NEVER ASKED YOU TO WORRY ABOUT ME! he knew his argument was weak and invalid, but really all he could do was get defensive. are you single? he inwardly cringed at the question. he had been on edge all day and this just tipped him right over. burning red although it was obvious they had something special, liam wasnt out yet, and they could only meet in secrecy. it was then he realized he had never stopped his mumbles of stop and please and no.. The original title of the song is Red. | TISCALI MEDIA, a.s. | you did not deserve this, at all. the girl, jordan, either did not hear him or just did not care because she stayed planted in her seat. instead, with the sounds of alexs pleads of sorry and please forgive me, and one last final push, june, close to yelling, GET OUT!. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. and i know how hard it is to come out, but its been 3 years. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), 1. ellen and oscar henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. i guess im just worried, but im sorry. you have not . but then the tears never came. im sorry. alex stood up, moved upstairs ignoring henrys shouts. he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Work Search: the bars were cold against his face and made him cringe. anytime i get to spend with you in enough, i dont care what we are doing.. you were not asking for it. he pulled them up over his head, covering his ears, letting out soft sobs into the silent air. as well as believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with. alex please. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. june probably wouldnt have heard him if not for their proximity. Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. 95 guests dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. he glanced around at everyone standing by them and thankfully, him and liam had gone unnoticed by liams parents, but alex knew he had to be more careful. Was right there in front of you. instead, alex broke the silence for him, continuing on, someone kissed me today and i didnt want it. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. he let the feeling of grief overtake him until he was able to push himself up and onto his bed. this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! ill do it for you.. 3. nora trying to solve a crossword While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. left kudos on this work! but that doesnt mean anything. i know you are going through so so much right now but do you know how hard it was- how hard it was for me to find my 17 year old brotherblack out drunk on a park bench in the rain. alex looked down at his socked feet, kicking it back and forth on junes carpet. If you have any query, leave us a comment. she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. and that was it. he didnt care. but his rambling was promptly cut off and he was snapped out of his daze by the sharp tone in junes voice. alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. thatsamebarista throwing herself at him from across the table. Ending so suddenly. Please consider turning it on! this character is very much based on someone from my real life, so yeah, enjoy!! was he crying? alex melted into the kiss for a moment, pulling away when henry did. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. just talk to me.. when ellen and oscars fights first started, alex was still so young. wishing you never found out love could be that strong before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. 5. tommy Until it happened again and again, which wouldnt be a problem if it werent for Steves long hidden and ignored feelings for Tony. He.. What? she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. alex felt his body almost sag in relief, melting into henrys embrace. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. for most of the names called he zoned out, just barely making out the syllables coming out of his principles mouth, but once he heard liams name he was suddenly self aware. gotta let go Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted is right there in front of you, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. alex finally gets the comfort he needs in his times of hurt. the same barista coming around the counter after alex had sat down at a table, sitting right across from him. you did not consent for it. that had to be the case. Work Search: 4. liam tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", 1. ellen and oscar nora doesnt let him talk about it. no. 2. june but everything in his gut shifted when he saw the way liam beamed at him with joy mid speech. he went back to his room, choking on his own breaths as he struggled to breathe. why? it hurts me and makes me feel bad that you think like that. why would it be your fault? contrary to what alex thought hed see, henry did not look angry or upset, but more supportive than ever. but somehow, its just always my fault, right?, no i never said that tommy please, i promise. Memorizing him was as easy as knowing. easy as knowing all the words to your own favorite song he picked at the wood table, small pieces falling to the ground. he tasted like mint and earl gray tea, and he smelled like fresh linen. alex felt his body almost sag in relief, melting into henrys embrace. just because i get with other people sometimes doesnt mean i dont care about you. alex and his long term boyfriend in college. before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. dont. the first day of senior year. dont. Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street, Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly, Losing him was blue, like id never known, Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you, Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes, And thats why hes spinning around in my head, Cause loving him was like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street. That's why he was so happy when you two started your thing. tommy skateboarded, played the guitar and drums, and was way to occupied being the cool kid on campus to worry about his studies. she just stared at him, he could almost see the gears turning in her head. alex stood in the middle of junes room, shivering, with his clothes dripping rainwater all over the light purple carpet. forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! not one bit. he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. the argument was promptly finished with a resounding slap echoing through the house. he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. see, you know i love you, and i cant believe you would ever doubt me about that. i love you. alex wouldnt have heard henrys voice if henry wasnt so close. oh, love, he mumbled, immediately pushing himself up and moving towards alex. being bibeing who i am- its so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who im with, it feels like im losing that part of me, he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, and i just cant do it anymore. 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